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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
8:42:00 PM
lyn is.. feeling sick... sad... angry... on the verge to giving up... feeling empty.. emotionless.

life has been shit
this few days are like a killer?
i have this huge ball of fire that is within me
which might explode anytime

things hasn't been fine for me
project, tests are never ending
& that leads to stress.

practical test is another shit
i still feel damn sad over it though 3 hours have passed
it wasn't a difficult paper
but i freaked out there

i was nervous. my hand shivered in that cold room i stammered.
i cant speak in proper English.

all these rubbish that is happening recently
is accumulating in me
somehow i wish to cry
to release those pain.

i wanna talk about it to one person
but that person doesn't seem to be bothered.
i really miss that person.

-i dun want to lead a lonely life-

side track what has happen before pract test.
found out one of our lecturer is erm the v-president of SU of the first batch??
& he was in stage arts & in SHS club??
cant believe it. hhas.
& now i'm in SHS club too

Najib & i were crazy =x
cause we dun want to get bored during NYP's open house
so it's like we took 2 shifts
cause initially we just had to take 1 shift & leave
so we took 2 to do the openhouse together
it's so goanna be fun:P

skipped lecture today
went to mac to supposedly study & sleep
but in the end never sleep
studied with moomoo & she plaited my fringe
thanks moomoo! cause it's very nice(:
had sundae too! it was nice

going to gym this sat with darling anisa
& yes, i'm so going to SLIM down
& we're going to airport to study after that
that's cool man

& to my 5 friends, when are we going ICE SKATE
i dun know whether i can skate
but i'm sure we r so going to have fun
& i;m looking fwd to going there
'tho it's at jurong which is super far
but wells, it's going to be fun(: